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Seventeen Songs EP

by rickoLus

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1.
I think I need a friend someone who watches til the end I found myself a dusty record it sang sad songs I couldn't listen to it anymore now its time to be a castaway blow your mind live in a video game play a sweet sweet girl til your nothing but trash i don't care at all I don't know what I need what I mean what I what'll I do I don't have a clue what'll I do I'm so confused It's always better when it's over depression sticks until it's sickening I think the ground is getting closer to my face and I'm trying to pull up now its time to be a castaway blow your mind live in a video game play a sweet sweet girl til your nothing but trash you don't care at all I don't know what I need what I mean what I what'll I do I don't have a clue what'll I do I'm so confused
2.
conglomerate of questions don't you know didn't you love their pointy ears pretty pretty teacher turn me up blame it on the text books TV idol icons tell me what I am you better watch out for that brick turn on everybody, make'em sick telling all my friends I've lost the will to speak communication's lost it's thrill oooooooaaahhhhh break my head break my head break my head break my head ooooooooooaaahhh Take it all away I never know signing appreticship it's my policy my friend when I stepped on all those ants I don't like their microscopic pieces of hell now you don't know who you are a mosquito with a will I would never wanna be you I would never wanna be you I never wanna be you oooooooaaahhhhh break my head break my head break my head break my head ooooooooooaaahhh don't break my head don't break my head don't break my head
3.
Black Spider 02:55
the black spiders dead never spins a wrong web black spider the cold black spider the bitter black spider the wise what your so good at won't bring me back down I can stand up, I can stand up, I can stand what your so good at won't bring me back down I can stand up, I can stand up, I can stand It's so funny you wanted to be something facing the world with speed then it hits you in such a cloud it's so think you can't breathe I can tell you picked such a simple way just to go unexplained and rearrange the day made of shapes that don't stay I can stand up, I can stand up, I can stand step outside and justify your ways bring it back, set it down, put me underground It's so funny you wanted to be something facing the world with speed then it hits you in such a cloud it's so think you can't breathe the black spider the black spider the black the black spiders dead
4.
When she's there makes me happy all across the hills and valleys when their all there laughing at me and the castle that I built comes crumbling down where it feels like like hell, the masses scream in innocence thinking of her thinking of me makes all this shit go away when you can't find anyone when you can't find anyone when you can't find anyone just sing me this song guitar! then I'm alright baby come on I think I'm alright above it all maybe I'm drunk turned down and silly but I'll be alright when I wake up all the phone calls and the paper their annoying can you see this leave something for the people from the ones you thought were honest blaming you for their depression when they've lost the fire in the bed when you can't find anyone when you can't find anyone when you can't find anyone just sing me this song then I'm alright baby come on I think I'm alright above it all then I'm alright baby come on I think I'm alright above it all maybe I'm drunk turned down and silly but I'll be alright when I wake up wake up
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touch her softest hand and the freedom she gave you take insane results to find out where you born downtown where the dirt hangs out maybe something out there in the stars this is the kiss I've always wanted this is the kiss I've always wanted want it now right now bad machines and bad men telling jokes into bottles of gin but the water in her mouth is a bed I slept where I left my head I don't give a fuck where I'll be tomorrow this is the kiss I've always wanted this is the kiss I've always wanted want it now right now
6.
Oh scattered sky's under the moon we were all waiting for this day to come soon all of our lovers left to fight in a war they left on a ship that sank, it's happened before when do we start to cry or how do we feel when all of the boats come home are nothing but steal how do we cope with this? By freeing balloons where is the love I found under the moon Under the moon sad intellects Under the moon living in wrecks Under the moon restless at best she was a pretty girl, where did she go? I heard that she died one night sleeping in snow I have her memory under my eyes without her wings I thought, how did she fly? and on the battlefield all of them fought without a heart to give to the ones they had lost this is how it feels waiting for you this is how it feels under the moon Under the moon sad intellects Under the moon living in wrecks Under the moon restless at best Where do I belong I can't find myself I need something to feel Where do I belong I can't find myself I need something to feel Where do I belong I can't find myself

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This is a collection of songs I wrote when I was 17 years old, that was 1997-1998. Before now they had either never been recorded or only had demos made. The process of working on this record was so strange, like I was able to go back in time and be the producer for my 17 year old self.

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released May 1, 2020

writternm, performed and produced by your mom. recorded during the great quarantine of 2020. Stay safe.

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